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Autumnal - Demo Tape

by Patrick Coppola

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1.
(Instrumental)
2.
It's Okay 02:59
I wanna go out on the riverside And dream of a new love today I wanna fly over the ocean And drown these bleak feelings away But really I wanna hold on To the beauty I see in her eyes It's Okay x3 The flowers look bright in their reds and blues They make me feel just like I lose I wanna lie down in the meadow And find a new world with the truth But when I come across this flower The only thing for me to choose It's You x3 It burns like a cut in these salty seas When I know that you're all I need I wanna hear voices of happiness And rise to the surface; it's where I can breathe But when I get inches away It stings again from the place I bleed For You x3
3.
Hi 01:58
Me: You can be like not that loud like... yeah. Zach: Wait, I love you Patrick Coppola
4.
Alright so this is an original song... uh... so I'm just gonna start it. Could I be laid to rest? Could I be carried to bed? Holding on's too hard. When I hear the call of your voice. I'm to tired to be true, strained from all I do, I've become so stuck It all just blends to grey, all I say, the cold winds blew Do they mean to make my days, terms I need to reconcile with pain? I float so far From any distraught place I can call home. I'm to tired to be true, strained from all I do, I've become so stuck It all just blends to grey, expect no one else, the cold winds blew
5.
Give me it all I want you to go away I'm just settled shade For all you wanted for me
6.
Gesner Blues 02:15
I'm scared I vanish in the back of the room But I know water flows from the top of the roof Tuesday, I'm walking on the edge of the road By Friday my thoughts rage aloof from home Listened to hear what the cricket had said Five months strong, I'm drowning in bed So immersed along memory lane I almost forgot when the moon will wane I'll make someone care What I have to say Or play it off as all okay Heartfelt lies of a broken mind Have all been tried to make it on time
7.
(Instrumental)
8.
Bake 02:27
Big machines roar, up and down Silver dreams could melt this town And I always leave home because Who would want to be where there's none? And I know, I've been waking up And I know, that it's not enough And I know, that you like this place
9.
Winter's gone But I've been strong I know I'm shady But I'm misdated These words are forbidden And I've been ate up And I know I'm crazy But at least you're here with me
10.
(Instrumental)
11.
It echoed through the pine trees, what did it say? There's pastoral plains for me, please hide away Wait, I've been freezing on a cold blue mountain Shepherds graze the sky, to look for the fountain Hey, I won't go Say bye, I'll touch the sky On my own, and with no home Hey, I won't go Hey now, don't stare at me, what did you say? Oh, you said nothing, sorry, I'll leave this place Life in a fish bowl as if we're made holy Life in a shallow box when you're my home
12.
(Instrumental)
13.
It seems today, it's pretty damn scary that I'm one step forward to right back where I was a month ago Just figure out, this empty complacency, that I know will never last the way it should; I'm led through, by myself Just in a dream, the doors are always closed yet, I can breathe And yet I scream, to paint the endless skies and broken scenes When you're alive, it's never real, because you don't pertain to the strangely moving minds of my world
14.
I didn't mind when you left me out on the porch It was okay, much better than that old bed of thorns I know, you sleep behind a rotten wooden door You know, I feel so fine when I'm out there in the warmth I know that the snow lingers and falls slow I know that the rain, it falls cold I'm here and I scream and I'm low
15.
Sweet 01:19
(Instrumental)
16.
I wanna go where my body doesn't I wanna grow old, in a dream Of skies painted so coarsely in magenta A world coated in my sleepy seed Rituals of cycling, a reflection on the TV Or what can be seen I don't wanna go and don't leave What is snow in the winter? You're the winner and you're mine When we left here, it wasn't great But it wasn't eight or nine or eleven... And I don't know where else to be Get me out and set me free Oh wait, the realm is warm and washy Distorted when your heart breaks And the gas breaks, I woke up too fast Keep me in the dream, it won't be long before... I don't wanna leave And I know I just need to come back to the place where it's so fucking real
17.
I don't know why I treat the one I love the most so poorly You don't deserve this bitter pain Of all I have conceived I'd mutilate all of your care Until your tears fall when I breathe And I swear from now on You'll be free from all contention I know you float upon a sea Of fear aforementioned But please, just know I care still Beneath the shade I'm beaten up When you're not right there with me And the bruises are of I That have torn us so surely And it's the wrath of loneliness That without you all I see And I swear from now on You'll be free from all contention I know you float upon a sea Of fear aforementioned But please, just know I care still
18.
Swell 04:42
(Improvised and Inaudible)
19.
Every night I feel, that each day is Just a flashback of the worst one before this I don't wanna fall but I can't tell if Up or down is right side up when your here And I, can't believe that you're sinking in my sheets again And you lay here on the ocean, but you won't Sail away with me... sail away. The walls are looking bleak And I dream that we're both just underwater in a hole Well you know that's just how I really feel And you strangle me with naked thoughts And I don't know if, I can take you when You're just lying there, I don't know you anymore And you sail right by my eyelids And you sail across my ocean of dreams Because, these sailboat sheets, no one else has seen In brief contemplation For I know you'll still be there In the end I long fear... (inaudible) Maybe you do too.
20.
A Farewell 02:21
(Instrumental)

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This is a compilation album of my early songs and other material. All of the material was written/recorded from 2013-2016. All tracks feature "instruments" played solely by myself with the exception of track 4 which is a live performance.

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released June 1, 2016

Leonardo Price, Cello [4]
Scott Martin, Classical Guitar [4]
Matthew Jaynes, Keyboard [4]

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